NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU ANYMORE – From Love on the Rocks – on Amazon

by Corinne

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CHAPTER ONE – NOT ‘IN LOVE’ WITH ME ANYMORE

“He said he still loved me but he was not “in love” with me anymore.”

The house was listed for sale and we were looking for a new place, when he sent me an email telling me he wanted a divorce. Can you imagine? An email!

She was 30. Beautiful, smart, skinny, hip and “only his business assistant.” I’ve always been suspicious of the relationship. A woman always knows.

I was 50. Just a little overweight – but what do you expect after six children and catching food on the fly as I drove the kids to all their activities in the suburbs? A typical hockey mom who needed a haircut and who did not have “manicure and pedicure please” in her vocabulary.”

“We had been married 25 years and I had gone through all the bad times with him. Now, he was at the top of his game. Powerful, rich and still very attractive.

He was out of town. I called him immediately to see if this was some kind of a sick joke. He said he needed a change.

Obviously, the only antidote for this news is suicide.

NO.

We have no time for that kind of thinking. No one is worth your health or your life. No one. And if you think this will bring him back – you are wrong. He has probably already made up his mind.

It also gives him a wonderful excuse. Who could stay with such a “crazy lady?”

You are not a crazy lady. Your strength at this point is he knows you very well and will underestimate your capability of playing hardball.

But you must. In spite of the SHOCK – there must be a stronger word but it will have to do – you have to act immediately. Speed is important.

Here is your initial plan.

You go to the bank. Go to your broker. Get certified checks – not cashiers – for half of any liquid assets available that include your name and have them made out to you. If anyone questions you, tell them it is for a real estate closing.

Then, you go to a different bank, open a new account in your name alone and deposit the checks.

Why?

Because men use money to control. And you don’t want to have start begging for money for groceries and your kid’s school trip. You think your husband would never do this to you, but they do.

If the accounts are drained, you need to get an attorney immediately.

He doesn’t think you would do this. Just do it.

Next you go into his home office. All of his IRS, bank statements, stock market statements will probably be neatly stored. He does not give you credit for being clever so they are probably there.

If the drawers are locked, call a locksmith. You lost the keys.

Put all the records into a garbage bag and have everything copied. Every piece of financial paper you can find. Information on pensions, contracts with his employer. Take these copies to your mother’s house or your best friend’s and put them in their basement. Return his records to his files.

Sure, you can get these later but your having these records will save time and money later because your attorney will not have to subpoena for them. Attorneys charge you by the minute not the case.

You are not allowed the luxury of having a nervous breakdown yet. There is more to do.

Look at your credit cards. Are they in your name or are you a signature on your husband’s account? If you are, call the credit card companies and have them issue cards in your individual name. Tell them it is easier for you when a store asks for an ID. Pay extra for FEDEX to get the cards immediately.

Next. Stay with me. I know this is hard.

You have several friends who have been divorced. Call them up. You don’t have to tell them this is for you. You want the names of the top divorce attorneys in the city – maybe for a good friend of yours. They may have been the lawyers who represented their former husbands.

Gather three or four names and call their offices and make an appointment to see them. Right away. Divorce attorneys may not charge for an initial visit. If they do, pay the consultant fee. Your future is at stake.

It could also prevent your husband from using these top lawyers because they will now have a “conflict of interest.”

Listen to your intuitive gut. You will get a feeling of who you can work with in the future if you need to. This could be a long, drawn out process so you want someone you like – someone you feel is capable of protecting you and your children financially.

You don’t have to hire anyone just yet but make a preliminary decision. It will make you feel more powerful and you need this now.

This is not a good time for you to move – so if your house or condo is for sale, cancel the listing.

Things are too unsettled right now to consider or even make a good decision on where you might want to live in the future.

Keep things status quo for you and your children at this time. You need to maintain a stable environment. Everything else in your life is going up in flames.

OK. You can fall apart for now. You have done some tough work. Work out of your comfort zone.

The fireworks are about to begin.

At some point, there will be a meeting. Perhaps he will have second thoughts. Maybe even agree to marriage counseling. And, who knows? Maybe even reconciliation. For a moment or a while. Do the best you can with what is for now.

Even if the counseling doesn’t work, the therapist could act as a mediator in an eventual divorce and help you and your family to adjust to this radical new situation.

In addition to a couple’s therapist, get one of your own. You need someone to talk to besides your mother, sister or friends.

In any event, don’t back off from the actions you have taken financially until you have a bullet proof legal agreement.

One cardinal rule.

Do not bad mouth this man to your children. It is tempting but it will hurt them. And it will not help you. They will have their own angry feelings, maybe even blame you, and you don’t want to add to that by tearing them apart by choosing sides. He is their father and hopefully, will continue to act as such.

Now, stop. Let time pass

Your inclination is to sit in your chair and stare at the ceiling. And that is okay. You feel as though your life has ended and although it has not, no one will be able to convince you of that just now.

Try to force yourself to get up and do something. Even if it is just walking to the corner to mail a letter. It doesn’t have to be a lot right away. But, be kind to yourself.

You have post traumatic stress disorder.

Fortunately, you have to take care of your family which will force you into some semblance of activity. You have to shop, feed them and do the laundry.

Elizabeth Kubler Ross, in her many books, talks about the five stages of grief.

Denial. “This can’t be happening to me.” Not accepting or even acknowledging the loss.

Anger. “Why me?” Wanting to attack or get even. Lots of blame.

Bargaining. Trying to make deals with the spouse who is leaving. Making deals with God. Begging. Wishing. Praying that he will come home.

Depression. Feelings of hopelessness. Mourning the future you will not have now.

Acceptance. Not resignation. Just realizing that it has happened.

You need help with all these stages. Get it. It not seem possible but you will survive. Healing will come.

Don’t let anyone tell you when it will happen. You have your own time frame.

One day, you may meet someone who loves you and is “in love” with you too.  I know it seems impossible  – 

CAN YOU HOLD ON TO THAT THOUGHT FOR A WHILE?

 

Disclaimer: Please note that this article is the sole opinion of the author who is not an attorney. Please consult your own legal counsel.


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Tammie E. Mcknight July 30, 2013 at 6:08 pm

8. If you feel something is amiss in your relationship, it probably is. Most of us have pretty good instincts. We’re just not always good at acting on them. But I learned about the importance of trusting your gut from one author who wrote a blog post drawing on research she had conducted for her book, How Not To Marry The Wrong Guy , in which she found that 30 percent of divorced women knew they definitely shouldn’t be getting married while they walked down the aisle. The lesson: don’t sweep nagging feelings of doubt (or nagging feelings of any kind) aside.
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Corinne
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August 2, 2013 at 10:29 am

Dear Tammie –

I have known so many women who have married the “in-between person.” They don’t even know them very well.

They have confided in me that they knew, as they were walking down the aisle, it was wrong.

Some were just retaliating for being dumped.

It never works out.

Funny, your comment reminded me of an old Frank Sinatra song.

When Your Lover Has Gone.

Do you remember this one?
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Debbie
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August 1, 2013 at 7:38 am

I love this post Corinne. This is some great advice. What is really great is when bad things happen if we don’t have a plan we end up sitting their feeling sorry for ourselves. but if we turn things into a mission of survival we are proud of ourselves and end up feeling like a winner and the pride just makes use stronger.
As the song says, “If it doesn’t kill you it makes you stronger.”
So ladies if you find yourselve in this situtation get this book from Corinne, “Love on the Rocks” and follow her instructions. We will be proud of yourself and come out stronger.
Hugs,
Debbie
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Corinne
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August 2, 2013 at 10:36 am

Dear Debbie –

This is basically a true story. Changed a few things to protect the person who came to me after the divorce as a life coach client.

It was too late to follow the advice. She hired a small town attorney and her husband a big heavy hitter.

She did not get what she deserved.

BTW An attorney wrote me to say that some lawyers do charge a consulting fee. But it is worth it.

You have to get the best representation.

But it inspired me to write this chapter. Pass it on to someone who needs it now.
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Fatima August 6, 2013 at 9:24 pm

Rocking post Corriane All women are strong in fact they are stronger than men but they just need to realize this strength and their capability to deal with the ups and downs. This post is surely an uplifting one and only if women focus in all right directions they can get over almost anything. Appreciate your share.

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Corinne
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August 8, 2013 at 5:54 am

Thanks, Fatima –

Yes, we can be srong but most of us have been brought up to be “nice.”

If you are faced with a situation I describe here, it is important to take action immediately.

No more nice girl.
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vivienne westwood sale uk August 11, 2013 at 5:45 am

Corriane All women are strong in fact they are stronger than men but they just need to realize this strength and their capability to deal with the ups and downs. This post is surely an uplifting one,too thanks also

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Dan August 14, 2013 at 4:22 am

This was definitely an uplifting article. I enjoyed reading it and I remembered about the five stages of grief. Thanks for sharing this with us. Cheers!

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marytlou August 22, 2013 at 9:58 pm

The best approach that SHOULD BE ADOPTED BY ALL WOMEN when they are put through such situation. Thanks for the uplift!

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Leslie Trawler August 27, 2013 at 10:45 pm

Thanks for sharing this inspiring article, Corinne. I hope the wonderful woman will be able to jump back on her feet again. Indeed, no one is worth our health and our life. Especially if that someone is just taking us for granted.
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Corinne Edwards
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August 28, 2013 at 7:47 am

Dear Leslie –

How nice of you and caring to ask.

She is doing fine. A couple of years have passed.

She bought a lovely condo overlooking Lake Michigan, is traveling the world and is very active in her church.

Time does heal wounds.
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Leia September 21, 2013 at 10:45 am

Can’t imagine to receive an email like her, it must have been a traumatic experience, and a confusing one too…
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Alexander September 21, 2013 at 10:47 am

Your articles are not only well written but it provides practical solutions and advice as well. Been a pleasure to read.

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Diane November 23, 2013 at 8:29 am

Very strong and very enlightening thoughts you have here Corinne. I am so happy that I came across this article because it lifted up my spirit. I am in the process of divorce right now and you are correct when you say we have to stop being nice. We need to act fast for our self respect and self preservation as a woman. Thank you for the words of encouragement.

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shanty December 17, 2013 at 1:49 am

Can’t imagine to receive an email like her, it must have been a traumatic experience, and a confusing one too…thanku so much
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