GOT A PROBLEM? - Just flake out for a while
What’s wrong with just flaking out?
You just got “downsized?” (Fancy word for fired)
After seven years, your lover just told you he loves you but “is not in love with you” anymore. Would someone explain that to me?
A loved one has died.
(Add your problem here)
Society and many self help gurus tell you – stop whining. Just get back on the bus. Keep busy.
I had a mother in law once whose mantra was “busy.” She was also a compulsive talker and a caricature of herself.
Her conversations would drive anyone crazy. Here is one she had with me on the telephone after I had a huge disappointment.
“You gotta get busy. It’s good to be busy. Stanley and I went to the mall yesterday and we saw some blue plates. And I said to him we don’t need plates but we’re here and we gotta stay busy and the plates were nice so we bought the plates. We can get rid of the old plates. It will keep us busy. New plates will be nice. And it’s good for us to go to the mall even if we don’t need a thing because if you are not busy you think too much. So, get going. Do something. Stay busy.”
Your friends will advise. “Forget him. Get out there. He was never good enough for you anyway. (Actually, they were right on that one) Stop moping around the house.” Get going!”
Your spiritual counselor says, “Everyone has loss. It is part of life. Put it behind you. Move on.”
What about doing nothing for a while? Spending some time alone.
If you have a job, you have to show up. But, put on some extra makeup. Look good so people don’t notice you are falling apart.
Your part in this is you stop talking about it. The world is a weird place. Years ago, when there was a death in the family, you were allowed to wear black and grieve for a year.
No more. We get about two minutes and that’s it. Over and out. Done.
This is your formal permission to do nothing at all until you are ready. To sit in your chair in the living room and watch the political news and that’s it. Or stare at the ceiling.
But, you have to have a good excuse to get all these people off your back while you are in recovery.
I was lucky because I am a writer. I told all my friends I was finally writing the great American novel and I was completely immersed in it. I finally had some time to do it.
But, if you are not a writer, you can lie. Become one for the time being. Or find something else. People understand obsession. They will forgive you if they think you are “busy” doing something! It makes them feel better.
Then, retreat. Healing does not come all at once. Your neurological system is in tatters. You are out of gas and have four flat tires.
As you start to come out of it, try going someplace alone where no one knows you. Sometimes, a little change of scenery is helpful. Even for a short time.
The old adage that “time heals” is true. You will adjust. But it is very hard to do if everyone is pushing you.
And if you happen to find some blue plates along the way that you don’t need, buy them.
Blue plates are a nice change of scenery and will keep you busy.
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In chapter 5 of his book “Too Soon Old, Too Late Smart” Dr. Gordon Livingston makes this point: “Any relationship is under the control of the person who cares the least.”
When relationships end it is typically because of unmet expectations or one person is not feeling love or cherished by the other. For relationships to grow and last both members have to be equal with the love they give; and both should do it, not because they think they have to do it, but because they want to do it.
Here’s a link to the chapter summary of this profound book:
http://tinyurl.com/6ow6r5
Jonathan - Advanced Life Skillss last blog post..“Too Soon Old, Too Late Smart”
Dear Jonathan -
Although the main point of my article was about taking care of your self when you have had a huge disappointment -
you picked one small sentence about relationship out of the copy.
And I want you to know that I was stunned by your quote from Dr. Livingston’s book -
“Any relationship is under the control of the person who cares the least.”
I felt I had been waiting for that information my entire life.
I am going to buy the book but I would encourage all my readers to go to your excerpt and read the points covered.
Again - just paste this link in your browser. Or click on Jonathan’s name in his comment.
http://tinyurl.com/6ow6r5
Thanks for coming over, Jonathan. Come back. Will be following you from now on!
Corinne:
I definitely have done the “alone” thing numerous times. I remember once years ago I had bad break-up experience and decided to “get away.” So I want to Hyannis (where the Kennedys live) and spent a long weekend there by myself. It was quite healing. I enjoyed the beach, the water and the local night life.
You’re right - healing takes time. And it’s okay to stare at the ceiling but I would not forever. I do believe that we have to get back on our feet and get going again - at some point. Otherwise you can sink deeper into your moross of self pity and have a harder time climbing out of it.
It’s true that we are told by others, “Get over it!” I say that to myself and my friends a lot. It all depends on the situation, I think.
I enjoy your writing style - you are indeed a writer Corinne!
Stephen Hopsons last blog post..End of the Week Gratitude Theme #30
Follow your spirit and listen to your body - and don’t listen to anyone else. Time. That’s it.
Great article, Corinne!
I think we are also so immersed in pop-psychology that we put a lot of pressure on ourselves to “work through it” - whatever “it” may be - and get on with being happy. We force ourselves to see the lesson before we are able, or try to rush into healing. Or we think we should be evolved beyond the point of personal drama …
Great advice on just being with ourselves for a while. Healing is not something we can “do” - it is a becoming, a recognition of our innate wholeness that has to arise naturally. Not that there are not some great modalities and processes out there to help …. but even these we have to find in our own perfect time.
Blessings,
Andrea
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Always easier said than done. I cherish those few alone times one gets in life…but even when I try to do absolutely nothing, I find my mind focusing on the important things in life. My mind brings me to the Psalms, which allow me to see underneath the struggles of life, and rise above them, probably a little quicker than if I had not turned to the ONE who heals and brings meaning to everything in life.
I usually get more stressful from advices that comes from every direction.
I prefer to be alone.
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Dear Andrea -
Yeah - that’s the chorus of all the self help books. Work through it.
Maybe they are right in the end. But when you are going through it - sometimes we just need some quiet time to get some sanity and a different perspective.
And a new balance.
Dear Stephen -
It is hard to even imagine your being down. You do so much to lift us all up with your optomism!
Glad to hear your way of getting away. You talk about beaches a lot in your articles and how you get revelations when you are near the ocean.
And you are right - at some point it is “Just get over it!” It is robbing us of our lives.
Dear Lori -
I should get more into the Psalms. Have not read them in a long time.
But, I do believe in prayer. And I think the best prayer is “HELP!”
I find it works for me. It helps to get under the struggles of life and see what is really important.
Raymond - this is what I would expect of you after reading so many of your articles.
You seem to be a very introspective person who really thinks deeply and needs the time alone to do that.
Corinne:
I know it must be hard to imagine me down but like every one else, I have my ups and downs. So I enjoy the solitude from time to time - it gives me a chance to recharge and connect spiritually. I’m trying my hand at meditation but I sometimes fall asleep when that happens! LOL
Stephen Hopsons last blog post..End of the Week Gratitude Theme #30
Sometimes we feel we need permission to take time out and do nothing. Thanks for giving that permission. I hope that the people who are at one of those places in their lives read this.
You can always buy blue plates tomorrow.
Loved this post Corrine. The story about your mom was hilarious and at the same time you’re so right that it takes time to heal but in today’s society you’re told to just “get back out there…NOW!”
Thanks!
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Corinne, in my experience I have found that a lot of people, if not most of society, are afraid of alone time. They are afraid of the inner quiet that they might have to listen to if they shut up long enough. It saddens me that so many people are afraid of themselves or I should say their inner Self.
When I first started talking about my incest, a few people told me to stop talking about it and get on with my life. When a person is hurting whether it is from incest or a death of someone close, they need time to be quiet with themselves. That is my opinion for what it is worth. I have learned that when people push me into getting past something, like grief, it is usually because they are uncomfortable with their own unresolved issues. I don’t rush through my own process or ignore it because others may be uncomfortable with where I am. If I do, I am doing a disservice to myself and to them.
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Dear Patricia -
I would go even further than you have and say many people are terrified of being alone.
They would rather be with an abusive person than none at all.
Personally, I look forward to having no plans for the day. Just hanging out with myself.
And you know what? I am pretty good company!
I get my best thinking work, as you do, when I am alone for the day.
Corinne,
The busy crowd definitely has it WRONG. When we suffer a loss we need to grieve. If it’s a big loss, no matter what kind, it takes 6-12 months of grieving to heal.
Putting off grieving doesn’t make the pain go away. It puts off grieving to come out in other, usually unhealthy behaviors, relationships, eating, drinking, drug abuse, name your vice here. No wonder so many are on so many medications for so many stress-related illnesses. Unresolved grief is stressful and will lead to a heart attack just as surely as all that pressure at work for 50 years.
I use the excuse that I have extra student tutoring hours if I need to get away from everyone for awhile. I can also stay away from family by saying gas is too expensive to make the long trip that month. For friends, I’m tutoring or writing and they get my voicemail. I usually warn them via text message that I won’t be checking messages of any kind, including email until X. If they seriously need me they have to come to my house and get me, which they will only do if it’s really important. My family can call my son and he’ll let me know if something is vital.
Giving yourself time to grieve is very important to mental and physical health. If you allow yourself time to grieve, you will be more functional while grieving than if you go into denial and get busy.
Think up some excuses and use them whenever you need time to yourself for whatever reason, grieving or just being. I like my own company and cherish the ability to be alone.
Great article and important!
Sherri
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Dear Sherri -
HMMMM. You have given me some new excuses. I am a Life Coach and I could have a huge surge in clients so I am just not available.
If you have followed my posts, you noticed my best friend died only four weeks ago.
I cannot say I am in despair over my grief. I was praying for her to go. She was suffering.
I just feel the need not to talk about it. During her 14 month illness, I was the “go to” person for all current reports on her condition for all her friends - and she had many.
Now, all these people want to talk about their feelings and I am just not up to it. It is just too close to the bone right now. Maybe later. But I am not making any promises as to when.
I just want to be quiet and absorb what has happened. I have no idea how long that will take.
My clients are a different story. Their challenges are not mine.
I so appreciate your loving and understanding support.
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