Why is it
when I stare backward
on the landscape of my life,
the only signposts still standing
are the losses?
Where are the moments?
Always waiting, waiting for things,
for children to start school,
mortgages to be paid,
for Christmas, summer,
marriages to begin,
to be over.
Or rushing, out of breath,
I have slammed so many doors,
missed friendships,
meeting obligations, making deadlines,
stretching to goals that meant nothing.
I can’t wait anymore
to hear the ocean while I sleep,
for the glass table which is too expensive,
a screened porch.
A man who adores me.
I want to run along a beach with no destination,
read all day long in my nightgown,
throw away my eyeliner.
I want to fall madly in love with an unsuitable person.
Forever is not so long anymore.
I want to live,
so if I ever look back again,
I’ll remember the moments.
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Twitter: happmakernowco
December 28, 2010 at 11:00 am
Beautiful Corinne. Life can be short and we have to always remember to enjoy the moment we are in. When it comes to hearing the ocean while I sleep, I love that sound. Steve and I took a cruise once and I loved that sound.
Debbie
Twitter: miraclady
December 28, 2010 at 11:51 am
Thanks, Debbie. I would wish you a Happy New Year – but you are our poster child keeping us remembering how to be happy.
But sending you love and happiness anyway.
I did get one of those moments -
I moved right next to Lake Michigan, which is a huge body of water. When it is windy, it looks and sounds just like the ocean.
See – you never know what form your wishes will take.
Corrine: Question – Why would you want to” fall madly in love with with an unsuitable person”? Talk about a sign post of loss! Whew!
Twitter: miraclady
December 29, 2010 at 9:17 am
I figured you would take exception to that phrase, Reed.
Suitable has always meant for me the person who has attended the best schools, comes from the “right” family, works up to a Rolex watch, lives in the most desirable neighborhood and meets society’s regulation for being the “best.” And the most successful.
For me, that has eliminated a lot of interesting people.
Since “forever is not so long anymore” perhaps it is time to take a chance on a good person who does not meet the above criteria. Not only in a romantic way – but as a friend.
I’ll keep you posted.